An angel on his two knees, arms stretched towards the red sea; of violence and a sultry tongue.

-Thursday, March 30, 2006-

[Jm's philosophy on his poly course]

don't know how come will suddenly think of such things but o well ._.

-->> Business is like a dick errection . you start small and as it thrives it grows bigger, but not yet stable and rooted. after much work and perserverance, it gets hard, stiff and firm. and in the end every business will eventually fade and shrink.

oh yeah thats so totally retarded right =)

[Love, J] ;2:08 AM;

-Sunday, March 26, 2006-

[All the miles that separate]

what a tiring day, had to wake up early in the morning to go a sweep graves, i hate it when they burn all those stuff that make my shirt stink and irritate my eyes,nose and throat. then at the place there was this female toilet that was flooded and many dumb people entered it instead of the NON flooded male toilet. and guess what? most of them were actually guys and they just followed each other blindly, there was this kid who went in with his dad and halfway he was shouting to his dad :"we are in the girl's toilet" -_-" hmmm, not very smart?? then wanquan, my bro and i couldn't stand the smoke so we went up the bus first only to realise that we stepped on dog poo. LIKE WTF SMART DRIVER you just parked the entrance of the bus on some dog poo, so everyone who went up the bus stepped on dog poo. i swear i could hear my shoe crying =( it stinked so bad i had to change shoes with my bro cause i have lessons later.

so i wore frictionless slippers that we 2 sizes smaller to balmoral plaza, looked completely like an idiot sia. ate at the restaurant and stoned for 30mins. there was this band over there, like planning stuff about their gigs and etc. was so filled with envy. sigh our band is like err.. dead? waited til 2pm then went up for lessons. man i suck. have to go out less and spend more time practising. after that went home and slept til 9+ . dad's going to bring me to the dentist tomorrow and i'm SCARED. so dreading it.

[Love, J] ;10:28 PM;

-Saturday, March 25, 2006-

[Take me under your wings]

went to sentosa with many ppl today, even ambrose jiawei and sean came. got sunkissed =) was fun la, but i wonder will all of us go together again after poly starts, like many ppl going to diff schs.

i hate it when people break promises, the dumb shit school of business orentation camp smsed us saying that there are no more slots left for the camp. like wtf dude you already told us to sign on the confirmed list that we are going and now you're saying there arent any slots left.zz then we thought we were going the business camp so we sorta didn't sign up for other camps. so much for " see you all at the camp" . booooo.

[Love, J] ;8:41 PM;

-Friday, March 24, 2006-

[Happy 16th bday bro!]

whoa, whole body aching due to yesterday's intense excercises. was like a "sports day" , went to khatib in the morning for mac breakfast with yy, zy and ck. then went over to the cc to play badminton -.- haven't played for like 4years? then pat, hy and gene came. played for 2hours plus and my arm felt so freaking tensed so stopped and went to play tabletennis ~_~ after table tennis proceeded to bball. with 99% fatigue, went home to bathe and change then went to yck, met yy and went to hy's house. wah so generous of hy of treat us his martel xD, mixed with green tea and it tasted err ok, maybe cause i don't really like alcohol, but yy did seem to enjoy it. wanted to watch dvds but hy's dvd player couldn't eject the old disc out, so went to his room and talked, played truth(without the dare) , found out many idiotic stuff about yy LOL.

this morning -> pat eugene zy ck arrived at hy's house at 10++ played around then went home in the afternoon. my whole body felt like jelly but still went to play ball with hy hp gene zy & peter and of course we played like shit. at night went out for dinner to celebrate bro's bday.

PLEASSEEE no rain tomorrow and mr jm please stop aching cause you'e strong.

[Love, J] ;11:12 PM;

-Wednesday, March 22, 2006-

[The falling leaf resembles nostagia]

today was a fun day, morning went to woodlands standard chartered bank to pay school fees then met up with yy ck hy and went to SP for enrollment. ~_~ our cards look quite style ok.. nice pics =) then had many orentation camps to choose from, we are going for the school of business's camp. then after that went to queensway to shop, bought a sweater, shirt and jeans. coooool man that uncle. cause we kinda clicked with the uncle then he offered to let us drink his super big bottle martel, so hy went to get a can of green tea and cup. then 4 of us shared a cup of greentea martel. like wow 40% alcohol. damnnnn strong. hurhur. then pat and eugene came and shopped awhile more then went home liaaoooo.

tomorrow's gonna be a fun day as well. wheeee~ byebye

[Love, J] ;11:11 PM;

-Sunday, March 19, 2006-

[Sundays rock, sundaes rock]

ahhh just reached home and am VERY tired.

today morning went for drum lessons, like OMG i took the jurong east train and didn't realise until i reached khatib, then had to take to newton, argh and was late for 20mins. after lessons went home to change and lunched then went to toapayoh to support joey for SI2. whoa there were many great singers today(many weirdos as well), the whole process took like 4hr, ownage long right. joey sang very well during the camera interview but then when it was his turn in the audition room he freaking forgot the lyrics ~_~ . so wasted lah... sigh. anyway melvin and joey, although you guys didn't make it, i still love you all HAHAHA. k la relax.

[Love, J] ;9:42 PM;

-Saturday, March 18, 2006-

[Do something and stop complaining]

ok. today went to support mel for his SI2 auditions, a pity he didn't get through. dick lee is such a dick, be yourself la act what simon. the hang around at toapayoh til evening then went home. what a boring day.

now --> thinking of stuff to do and plans against boredom. objective - > NEVER hear/see anyone in our clique use the word "SIAN". ok so now i think gonna plan some stuff for myself to do;

drums, tv, gym, beach, movie, swim, bball, town, jam, read, find job, housework, search for good food, err club?? LOL, sleep overs. yep that should keep our lives "exciting" enough. tmr is sunday... sigh hy and eugene gonna go church again, i dont understand why they wana commit themselves to god, why not we just go hell together. *shakes head*

now for more brain storming, bye

[Love, J] ;7:27 PM;

-Thursday, March 16, 2006-

[Angels are rendered useless]

wanted to go ck's chalet today but woke up in the morning felt tired and had stomach ache so didn't go. pain ah.... SHIT 2 TIMES ALREADY MAN. but nvm , get to stay at home today.. so long since i stayed home and spent time alone. yesterday's medical checkup was funny, went with yy and ck. yy said the doctor pulled down his pants and pulled his dick to check and stuff, ck and i didn't have to do that. maybe the doctor can tell horny people by looks. went to meet eugene joey and potato after the checkup , hy came shortly after then went to watch V for vendetta. cool show man... "people should not be afraid of their government , the government should be afraid of their people." this is so the opposite in singapore. haha it's a show worth watching and finally i know how literature comes to use cause they quouted stuff from 12th Night.

ok shall go snoop around people's blog and see what's up with their lives. still, HAHA YY'S DICK GOT PULLED BY THE DOCTOR. LOLOLOL seriously whoozoot.

[Love, J] ;2:07 PM;

-Wednesday, March 15, 2006-

[Forget the past]

sigh.

monday; mahjong overnight at zy house again. think we slept at 6:50am. woke up at 1+pm the next day and then later went to town and then to the nydc interview. hmm i think the probability of us getting in is rather slim.

arghhh gotta go sleep now there's medical checkup later ~_~

the hardest part is getting over this. life is crap now, all i do everyday is waste money, I HOPE POLY STARTS SOON .

anyway happy bday wannyboy.

[Love, J] ;1:16 AM;

-Sunday, March 12, 2006-

[Too late, it's gone]

(._____.) today went to jw's church in the morning, so generous of him to pay for the taxi fare. his dad gave the sermon o.O but the preaching was more directed to the believers today so we were very sian. after that went for drum lessons, william rock =)) later went home to change and met up with eugene then went to jw's house. it's such a nice spacious condo with good facilities too bad it's going to get developed and pulled down in 2 years time according to jw. ordered kfc delivery, it was LOL; no cheese fries no drinks, was still hungry so ordered mcdonalds. later went to sb for bball. hehe today got improvement sia... or maybe cause ambrose zy and hy never come. anyway stupid ck, say what our combo cannot work for bball, it worked well ok !

I NEED WORK-> MONEY -> CYMBALS&SKINS + NEWPHONE/MP3. sigh why my mom never come back and give me $$. hope we get the job tmr.

[Love, J] ;10:55 PM;

-Saturday, March 11, 2006-

[Fading lights]

~ today is a boring day, slept til 1145 and then dota til hy/hp wake up cause they slept like pigs. then later went to chij st nicks carnival. it was a huge event, uncle ringo , ronin. wow amazing school =/ then halfway saw my pri sch friend veronica, wow she came and asked me if i still remembered her. like LOL, last time during pri sch she was like alot taller than me but now i am a head taller than her =) funny how people change huh. after that went to eat the ownage beancurd that ck recommended, hmmm it tasted quite normal. took cab to 838 for bball, goodness, reached there liao then rain. wtf. waited for the rain to subside then balled.

poly life is starting soon...

[Love, J] ;9:19 PM;

-Thursday, March 09, 2006-

[Life's waiting to begin]

hey yo, today went to jurong swimming pool. the highest water slide was finally open after such a long maintainence, took the slides, floated along the lazy river and splashed at the wave pool ~_~ damn tired. luckily hy msged to say he wont be coming my house to stay or else i dont know how we can wake up early tmr. anyway the way to jurong east is ownage fking far, and i have to take it for the next 3yrs. JM YOU HAVE TO GET USED TO IT =/ hope sp will be a decent place.

[Love, J] ;10:46 PM;

-Wednesday, March 08, 2006-

[Talk is cheap]

hey ya, yesterday = mahjong marathon. omg played through the night at zy's house, and lost 4bucks in the end. slept for awhile then woke and and wtf mahjong again. later went to catch Date Movie. wow it's a total waste of time and money.. the supposedly funny parts were so lame and i was trying so hard to convince myself that it was funny, except for the part where the hobbits sold the One Ring That Rules Them All and kicked gandalf's balls. DON'T watch that movie UNLESS you want to see how lousy a movie can get. recieved the package from singapore poly, omg there are lots of forms to fill. SO MAFAN MAN.

[Love, J] ;8:27 PM;

-Sunday, March 05, 2006-

[Religious evolution]

wow, yeah, woo. wtf?ok hi today i've been to 2 churches. city harvest in the morning : it was in the singapore expo exhibit hall. big and spacious and grand.. like 7000 ppl. the song worship's music was good. but the preaching was dissapointing, 1/2 of the preaching was about sharing testimonials of healing miracles by their pastors, 1/4 was about how to be a living bible to attract others to go to city harvest for worship. MY GOODNESS its really evolution. even the pastor was like materialistic... wearing custom made jacket with ownage blink blinks. i went to church during pri sch and when i stepped in i felt calmness and serenity. but in that church i felt temptation, awkwardness and what not. people replied to the pastors' statement even before they could process it through their minds, like agreeing blindy to everything. the whole programme was just like trying to get people to bring in more members so that they could enlarge their church strength. 7000 people speaking tongues left me really overwhelmed.

2nd church was heart of god, garry's church. the preaching was really decent, taught people how to live life with good values that jesus ought to have possessed. but there was still the blind responses from the church members. i thought it was much better than the first church.

then after that went to sb for bball. uh was rather fun, sean ethan joined us too =)

the religious evolution will be caused by fake prophets claiming to be the messiah

[Love, J] ;11:10 PM;

-Saturday, March 04, 2006-

[I dream of another you]

went to the yck gym with hy and eugene in the morning. worked out and omg saw an ownage big breasted man. my god and i think his arms are as broad as my thighs. ~_~ then after that went to j8 to meet ck and patrick to watch wolf creek. YUCKS MAN, gross and sick like some WHOOZOOT yuckssss. i would give another 9.50 to erase the entire movie out of my mind man. for once i felt fortunate to live in singapore and i doubt i'll dare to visit aus unless i'm going with a big group. then after that joey garry and yy came, went to ball. sigh, i still suck at bball ._."

talked to zy on the way home... really worried for him man. wish him all the best in getting into SP.

[Love, J] ;8:57 PM;

-Friday, March 03, 2006-

[JAE results]

hello. early in the morning recieved phonecall from ck to wake me to check jae results. whoa not bad me hy ck yy got in same course : business admin. hmm is really not bad sia so many ppl go same course =0 all of us didnt get in the tourism course.. then daph also think she appealing to business admin as well. lets hope poly is fun

[Love, J] ;11:52 AM;